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4月14日

Where is my love !?

Love, many people are looking for. Some people like handsome boys, beautiful girls, rich, clever.. etc. Everyone has there dream boys or girls. Except this kind of love, there may have some between friends, parents, brothers and sisters, classmates, and love from God (if you believe in)... all the people around you. This time I just want to talk about love between male and female.

Some of my friends said that my view is so narrow. They said that I can just see this kind of love. In fact I am not, but I just like to dreaming about it. I would care about it before because I do not have this. Sometime my friends said they have several boy-friends or girls-friends. I would ask myself, "Where is mine?" One of comics talk about this, "Love, always come suddenly" (from Tokyo Love Story). I agree with this, but I want to say more, "Love, also go suddenly". Ha, is it funny? I have promise myself, I will treat my girl-friend best (if have... ).

I like to remember many things in the past like the time when I was studying, childhood. I found that it may make me stay behind from the past and I would never grow up. So now, I think I have to learn to face on everyday coming.

Anyway, I am just a human. Sure that I want to have one who cares me, loves me. But I think that may not my all now, just waiting a chance!
4月11日

緣盡就要放手

我是那種對很多事和人都很有感情的人,曾經因為愛一個人改變了很多,因為當時的感情很簡單,不求回報。
有了感情,就一定會有回憶、懷念、感動、快樂、痛苦和可惜的感覺。

有人對我說:「緣盡就要放手」,這句話到我和前度男朋友分手後半年才真正明白。之後我整個人都變了,俗語說是「化」了,冷漠得自己也有點心寒。從前信人間有情,那時卻說人情冷暖,人生也變得不知所謂。或許我想我如果沒有那麼一點的感情,有時候真的禽獸不如。人生就是有這種感情,活才有起跌;有喜有怒有哀有樂,生活才會精彩。

到現在我只希望可以知足,得到了的話,好好珍惜而已。我有了盼望;雖然還是做得不好,但仍希望自己可以浪子回頭。現在有一個愛我的男朋友,也是一份福份。老實說開始時從沒有打算拍拖,感情要來,有時候真的擋不住。大家經歷過了一些風浪,現在常常都只是想像「雨過天晴」那首歌一樣,遇到風雨也要守在一起,我愛他,他愛我,不要變。有一份不錯的工作,只求努力做好它。在這個時勢,像我只得這樣學歷的人有工作已是很好了。我還可以多方面的創作,可以嘗試很多很多,這已經心滿意足了。